where the train is headed

today while perusing friends flickr sites.. i followed one friends comments to another flickr site. discovered a girl i went to high school with. (the person i followed through is a high school friend. mat the electrician, to be exact. oft mentioned here)

anyway, i was addicted to her pictures. i left. i came back. i commented. i added her. i looked more
i was inspired
her photos captured the kind of life i idealize. she's crafty, her kid is creative and a strong individual and fun, she has tomatoes and chickens and raspberries.
she spends her days harvesting her veggies(oh the heirloom tomatoes!), making honey, sewing little projects (or knitting) for her daughter and others (skirts, hats, sweaters), making sandwiches in the shapes of funny faces, playing with her kid and doing crafty things together... I don't know .. it just looked so happy and creative and real and good.
when i daydream where i want to end up.. that's pretty much it. AND she had a lot of creepy fabulous toys. i love creepy fabulous toys.
I think i'm afraid that i won't follow through on what is my daydream, because i'll get confused by difficulty and be too frustrated to figure out on my own what i need to figure out.
but i was inspired

what does it look like where you want to end up?

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