i'm not a ray bradbury story

tonight i was teary with stressiness. going to the gym 3 days a week felt like too much. going out has felt like too much. work has been nonstop and pretty stressy, about which i have felt guilty about complaining since others there are having it worse but not complaining.
my list of wedding stuff is not so bad, but still i'm aware it's 2 months away and i do have a 2 page list.
so, i had a mini melt down and then i made soba noodles with red coconut curry sauce, chicken, snow peas, shiitake mushrooms and green beans. side of salad. glass of champagne.
attempting to unwind.
wedding in two months, and work stress combined.. have us both just a little on edge. and this brings about bad communication and testiness.
we had to reconnect and voice it tonight and then, all was fine.
work has been worse. i've been busier socially. but i still feel this frantic inability to be calm this week.

but i'm rereading The Red Tent, and really liking it yet again.

this weekend we have no plans, will try not to make any, and get things done and rest.

and maybe fit in a hike. (ha. as if. it's supposed to rain. again)

also, i've really been happy to see the sun this week. i raise my face up a lot and close my eyes. as though i'll never see it again. i'm glad i don't live in a ray bradbury world where teh sun only shows up once every hundred years and mean kids lock me in a closet on the one day in my lifetime it will show up.

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