� | click here for flickr! 2004-08-30 want to nap. so many little fears so many what ifs so many nerves and emotional fragilities so many things happening ALL AT ONCE so many wrong words said so feeling dumb. so wanting to go to sleep. why am i dealing so poorly *this* time with stress. othertimes i deal so well. i keep having to fight my potatobug 'leave me alone" instincts. because they're just me feeling like everythign is happening on all sides and for some stupid reason i'm reacting. reacting. reacting. and i just bought a salad and the thought of the blue cheese in it is making me want to throw up. but i just flicked avocado all over the floor and wow was that cool [ previous� �|� � next ]
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