� | click here for flickr! 2004-08-29 security and contentment. but then, i've also always been most motivated by pressure. all my papers were written last possible moment. same with moving. but i dont' really want to do that this time. i have a huge craving, i think, for stability or security. sometimes it's overwhelming. i like feeling like i have some sort of day to day plan or idea. i like to make lists. i hate thinking of the mutabiilty or fluidity of things sometimes despite loving the fluidity of life. i want to be married again and have babies and know we'll never break up and i want to live in the country and feel settled and content and comfortable and serene. and yet, i like chaos and i like crazy fun and i like kookiness and strange events and new things.. balance, my friend. uh huh [ previous� �|� � next ]
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