� | click here for flickr! 2002-06-18 emotional puke that's where my disinterest in sex comes from. until i'm detached from there, i'm a kissing fool but my poosay is detached from my brain. sometimes i think i drink to feel more interesting. sometimes i think i drink to make other people more interesting. sometimes i think i drink to be uninhibited. sometimes i drink because it's fun. it's being aware of the reasons going in that may change the avenue an evening takes. i don't know. i'm really bad at lying. i used to be a great liar. but sometimes i wonder if puking myself out, verbally, onto somebodys lap ...isn't a lie of a different kind. a manipulation of sorts. although not conscious or malicious. [ previous� �|� � next ]
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