� | click here for flickr! 2004-05-28 tongue in cheek i'm not bad at web stuff, but i'm not great. it's the first job i've had that i have no complaints about, that i don't think about when i go home in any big way, doesn't stress me out, and i like it. but ... it doesn't feel like 'that thing' necessarily either. and...i'm just mediocre at the moment i have a feeling i might be a good therapist and i think a part of me has always wanted to finish school.. but been scared to. scared i'd be a horrible student. scared of the time commitment. etc and .. um.. i'm 34 in september. and ...ssh .. don't tell anyone. but i think i eventually want babies and school is like 4 years! and.. and... well , you see. all directions seem scary and ok and full of options and... last night i was sitting on my stoop and i had a "i'm going back to school" epiphany. i think i know it will be eventual but.. what about my other priorities? i suppose i can make it all work. damn it, it's so much easier when things just happen tongue. in . cheek. [ previous� �|� � next ]
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