� | click here for flickr! 2004-05-06 napping i mean. i love that ex-boy, really. and i actually came out of that whole thing a lot stronger and better than i was before, to be honest. but there are little things that i came out of it with that i also am not so thankful for. fears and insecurities. conviction that people change their minds. not necessarily insecurity but...a lack of security . there's a difference. it's so easy for me now. to get worried if somebody seems distant. or irritated. or ..i dunno. it's just easy. suddenly i want to jump back 'ack too much work too much work" and run before somebody else does? yes i realize this is stupid. and no i dont' give in to it. but it's there. all that aside. can i go home now? i finished my project. i'm leaving in two days. and i wanna go nap with the monster dog. [ previous� �|� � next ]
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