pivotal

talking with a friend. about my fear that that perfect marriage (or so it felt) of physical and spiritual. that relief i felt whenever we touched. that that is rare. and i wno't find it again.

but...i've loved before him. and i'll love after. i know that. i even feel it now (whereas before i knew it but didn't feel it). i'm not even in love anymore. or any of that. just this lingering sadness.

but i realize. i was so young in the relationships before this pivotal one. and i finally got it right with him. but not right enough.

logic might just say that i'll get it even more right next time.

tomorrows run is going to be just what i need.

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