� | click here for flickr! 2002-09-09 patience. these people make no sense to me. i do not like the passive aggressiveness that comes with anger. i'm not saying i'm not capable of it. sometimes i don't make sense to myself. but it never lasts. i get over things quickly. but, i sometimes have a hard time remembering that people are people and not characters. i forget that they have as much right as i do to live and breathe and grow toenails and pee and poop and fart and burp and sweat and be tired and be awake and be in an obnoxious mood or a bad mood or a boisterous mood. i forget that they might want to be left alone too sometimes. or want to do something that doesnt' fall into my plans. people have their own plans. sometimes i forget. i get solipsistic. i get so used to living in my own head and seeing my life like a book. that i have to stop and remind myself that while i'm a character in my own book. with a cast of friends and arch enemies..i'm simultaneously a character in everyone elses book too and i may just be written completely differently inside there. i am solipsistic. and while very social. more inward focussed than maybe i let on. patience has never ever been a strong point. can one train that into themselves? also. let me reiterate. I FUCKING HATE PROJECT MANAGING. [ previous� �|� � next ]
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