� | click here for flickr! 2002-01-13 a mouth on a mouth the line that involves skin i finally allowed some skin and salt and want and gripping hair and shoulder and sleep curled like rattlesnakes. and now i feel insecure it was a little awkward. a little nice. a little sweet. a little stilted. a little strange. and i remembered i like that stuff. and might want to do it again someday. and yet i'm still ambivelant. . and i'm not sure i was good at being myself, because myself has become so caged in my skin. i didn't know how to let go to the waves. but i slept so well. and . and it may never happen again with him, but i was accepting a belief it would never happen again. it's been two years and i finally allowed desire back in my sphere. and i'm trying not to overthink everything i said and everything i did and everything he said and everything he did. i'm trying not to think really at all. just let be. i forgot how wonderful a mouth on a mouth can be. resuscitate [ previous� �|� � next ]
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