� | click here for flickr! 2002-01-08 my mind is blank i sit with a group of people and i can talk nonsense for hours. but i have little of substance to say. i've stopped being good at asking the right questions. partly maybe i just haven't cared lately? and i've stopped being good at telling my stories. i still do, because it's what i know to fill the spaces. but the zest is gone. i know that i want to meet more people. someday maybe feel a spark. and i'm nervous, i realized, because i'm afraid when the moment comes. i'll just sit there silent and stupid, because i have nothing left to say to anyone. my mind is blank more than it is spinning. and i was reminded recently, when feeling self conscious, that i forgot about chemistry. i was linking everything to looks. woops. [ previous� �|� � next ]
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