live

i don't understand. i wish you'd shared the monster inside you. the one that eats your hope and squashes your potential for joy.

i wish i knew what makes you think you're not worth life. that makes you bent on self destruction

when so many people show you how you are worth being a part of theirs.

you were worth my entire life. forever.

why do you medicate to the point of ..near dying?

why has this kept happening? i want to understand.

i will love again. I love many people now.

but you. i love. no adjectives. it's just love. and i want you to be successful and happy.

why do you think you don't deserve these things?

i feel panic for you.

i'm scared for you.

i knew my worry of yesterday was justified, i just didn't know how yet.

please ... in that place you're in right now. signed your self away for 28 days. take the steps.

you said once that you felt we should make each other better and we didn't. i want you to be the better you want to be.

i love you. i'm proud of you. that you finally asked for help

please live.

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