� | click here for flickr! 2001-10-04 wo, mood shift. missing him today for some nameless reason like i miss .... anything. ihaven't even been interested in the people i like the most. feelin free floating. bubbled. separate. i asked him once. he said this place was a persona. didn't sound like me. but he understood that. safer maybe. i'm less sure of myself htan i was even a year ago. i've had nightmares eveyr night for two weeks. jittery. drinking lots of water. spacey. and , yo, with the self lovin. (because that's the kind of lovin i get lately) . dude. with the self lovin. i just gotta say. the best wb side effect? HOLY MOLY GOOD GOLLY THAT BIG O ...like...zing pow? like...rockin and rollin? like...nothin else! i read up on it. other women mention the same thing. long drawn out better o's than ever before. me and my pocket rocket , we're gettin RE ACQUAINTED, BABY. wait, this entry started out anxious and sad. and ...look what sex can do for a girl! (even self-sex'n) rarr. gonna sex myself up. gosh, self, you're mighty sexy. . . . . wo. mood shift up there. like, this settles out...right? [upon reading up, the most common first two weeks are: anxiety, muscle tension, jittery wired overly caffeinated feeling, insomnia, spacey, increased irritability, brain racing faster than mouth which leads to weird speech. i have all except the speech and insomnia. 2 weeks. ride out the storm, they say] [ previous� �|� � next ]
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