croquet and mint juleps

i'm tired of computers. i want to be outisde and outside and outside. i want to be where it's green and maybe warm. i want flowers. i want to feel a little burn. i want to be where it's white and snow covered. i want to be in the sky
but i don't want to be in front of a computer. any more.
i want to sit in my backyard for fifty days.

compliments make me oogy. first of all because i lke them so much. secondly because they make me a litlte uncomfortable and i'm not really good at responding... and again, because i like them so much.

i worry about the future, i do. but it's going to happen, it's the nature of it. soon enough it's the present, and i've been kind of practical about it. well, sort of. i don't always have the planning thing down pat. i'm very good at daydreaming, but i want to become much better at realities. and combining daydreams with realities? all the better.

i want to be in my back yard.

i think i'll have to have a croquet and mint julep party someday.

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