paring down

all day yesterday i was unable to make an entry. were there really that many diaryland gold people making entries or was there a server problem. who knows

last night was... so nice. with unintentional (i swear) luring, salty goodness, burritos, el rio good cause/dancing/talking/kissing/swaying, bed early, slept like i was submerged in mud-sleep. i love mud-sleep

i was thinking a few days ago about circuitous habits. repetition of the things that keep us where we've been... and i was thinking about other people but can't really poitn fingers because i've done it too

but, what is it that makes smart people unable to change.. when they hear the same thing from more than 1 person. more than 2 people. more than 5. and new people as well as old friends... what makes people unable to see "if this many people are pointing out , even if with different words, the same basic idea... there must be something in me i need to change... work on" .. is it self protection and reactiveness that makes people say 'it must be other people'

i mean sure, it's *always* two way (three way, four way) and other people are often wrong in some part of their observsations.. but ... there is usually (always?) a kernel of truth and it should be paid attention to. or you're just blind on purpose and sensitive and afraid.

on other fronts . i kind of hate Word. (microsoft)

and i'm not very ready, yet, to host a birthday party this weekend

and i'm very ready to move. (except for the whole moving part of moving)

and somebody suggested if i watn to get rid of stuff, think of it this way ... what are the 3 things i would go for first if there were a fire.

hm. i do want to pare down, you know.

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