stresses and weirdnesses and goodness and moving.

so i spent awhile on the phone with c last night, and it was fine but i wonder if we'll just continue to get stranger and stranger with each other which makes me feel a little sad and shakey after. i felt like i talked too fast or got awkward too easily. but we filled out the divorce forms together

and i'm filing early next week

and ... we made a few jokes about it, and it felt weird and fine at the same time.

and i guess in about 6 months i'll be unmarried.

took us long enough, yo.

and wouldn't it be great if every relationship started with truly a clean slate. free of memories and pasts and baggage and things that impact our current reactions or decisions. or would it? i'm not always so sure.

signing a lease tomorrow.

any plan that isn't already made is a plan i won't make. (huh?) because i have a lot to do til moving time and i refuse to say yes to anything more.

xo

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