so there

the past week and a half have kinda sucked at work. i've made a lot of mistakes. i've fumbled and dropped the ball. i've tried though. but i got confused a lot and i got lost a lot and i took longer than i should have a lot.

and so, i gotta meet about it tomorrow and that stressese me out more.

the past week and a half have been lovely on all other fronts. i find that often while one thing is great another thing will fall a bit into shadow. i wish that weren't the case but i've never been the type to be on top of everything at once.

i am bleeding and cramping and that makes me paranoiac. is that a word? well, even if it's not it's what i am. and there's just too much going on this week. events and concerts and plays and i'm pretty excited about seeing Comedy of Errors with near-life-size puppets while lounging in the sun against the boy while eating cheese and drinking wine. and i'm excited about dancing and sleeping in

and kissing and hanging out with friends

but i'd like some down time too . the real kind. the kind that can be productive.

and i'd like to get better at my job or just be in school without needing an income so i can become a therapist.

and i had a lot of thoughts about therapy today but i'm too stressed to share them now. so there.

i'm going home soon. i have a concert to go to. melissa ferrick. and trash to clean and dog poop to scoop. and a dog to feed. and .. personally, i'd just like to sit on my bed and watch tv. double so there.

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