strong urges

as i get emails about familial troubles on the other side of the country

i get that resurging desire to leave a job that i'm ok at but not a whiz kid. to move east and help with a family that is falling a part. with a kid i know i have a dialogue with. with an aunt who won't listen to people. and with grandparents who aren't equipped to know how to deal with this kind of intensity.

i think i'd hate it. and i think i'd love it. and i think it would mean a lot.

and i know it can't or won't happen

but the urge is strong.

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