baths

i'm not so good at my job lately. work growing pains as i try to change old habits, and become a more productive human being.

see, 2k4 has been about concentrating on that at home, and now it's time to bring it on into work too eh.

peh. this whole betterment of heather thing is no fun sometimes.

i had a lovely run last night. boogie was in a mood, and flying on his long extendo leash from one side of the trail to the other. once, we got on opposite sides of a tree and that would have been a funny accident if i hadn't caught it in time.

i feel insecure when in the throes of this whole anticrista womb thing. insecure about everything. work, friends, my choices.

i've described that little anticrista before, she lives on the inside of me, and she's always there but she's like a shark. when she smells blood she comes out full force and then it's just feathers flying.

i've never been the best at the thing i do for money. passable. i started it with no knowledge at all relaly so that's not bad.

everyone wants to be really good at something. one thing even. i know a lot about children's literature. i can, sometimes, be good at people. but often i realize i'm completely wrong about something i think i understand. so... who knows.

i think i'd like to go to kabuki tonight. baths. yes. baths.

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