oh la la loo loo doo doo

i tried to continue with mellowness this weekend. i cooked a big meal. i scrubbed floors and picked up after myself. i knitted and watched jane austen movies.

i got a little bored. then i let that go.

i watched movies with friends.

i moved stuff (although pathetically. i get confused by angles and the weakness in my arms. i always expect myself to be stronger than i am. maybe because i have good leg strength) with friends. and then blamed mild soreness on possible sickness? silly.

this year, i will unfetter from a legality i have been afraid to deal with.

2k4 is really really about striving to better omething.

but the funny thing is i feel like i have to become less before i become more. spend more time alone and less time in the groups that gave so much... til i feel i have something to give again.

i kind of feel like i don't really have a lot to give except smiles and smoke and mirrors. as true or untrue as that might be.

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