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this has been a weird week for sleep.

monday and tuesday nights, not much in the way of sleep .

last night i slept fitfully but deeply when i did. and would wake up in strange twisted positions with boogie on top of me or under my legs or me half off the bed.

i dreamed about living in england and wearing fuzzy hats and trying to rent a flat.

i dreamed dreams i no longer remember.

last night i bought my third pair of running shoes since may. another $100 i couldn't really afford. but hopefully this will be it for awhile. my Brooks were giving me long snakelike blisters on my arches. now i'm a New Balancer.

borrowed a lovely pc laptop from a friend. hopefully for awhile. am thinking of going wifi. so i can be mobile in my internet love.

i went to the apartment i lived in. first year of marriage. first time i'd been in there in about 3 years. the bathroom was strangely the only room to have an emotional effect on me. the night it all went down, i went there. and i took a bath. or tried to.

but last night. i watched angel there, and laughed at how messy it still is. and how cavelike it still is.

and now i'm at work, and i have to say: i have a headache.

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