i like today

wow.i'm all writey today.

I think i'm rethinking the way i look at things lately. I took maybe too much stock in the perverse side of me. the twisted side. and the cynical side.

I have been feeling this urge to be a better me lately. kinder, more aware of the beauty, more hopeful.

I want to be that me I was at 13. except not as dorky or awkward or afraid. except maybe a small amount of those things. but less lonely. but... I believed in everything. not one thing. and not god. just..everything. and especially my imagination.

I think i started to look on my imagination as a weakness. maybe becuase I was such a lonely kid. i'm not sure.

I like today.

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