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2002-11-18

6 year old girls

i had pretty bad insomnia last night and i recall whimpering somewhere around 4:30 because i just wanted so badly to be *asleep* and not awake and whimpering.

this means i won't be as productive and functional as i'd like to be today. as i need to be today.

last night i believe they raised nearly $1,000 for the cho cho. one person paid $80 to have their picture taken with her. i have some pretty darn cute pictures with cho cho.

one of my weaknesses is "the compliment"

when i get a compliment , i try to act nonchalant but on the inside i'm soaking it up and feeling like i'm 12 and thinking "somebodythinksi'mprettysomebodythinksi'mpretty.i'mgoingtotelleverybody!" and that kind of disgusts me.

my self esteem pretty much waffles between hot shit and guh, gross.

ok, i put a question to you. i'm going to a 6 year old girls birthday party tomorrow. what do 6 year olds like especially?


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