fluctuate

through ari , i recently met this amazing guy. he's this giant . ok not giant. but 6'5 is damn tall! mellow . extremely nice person. being around him is like drinking warm milk. he has this soothing presence. but then, he tells stories about karaoke, so you believe he can do it. and he can't sing! he has no inhibitions. i envy him. he sprint hula-hoops and has been on david letterman for stupid-human-tricks. he makes movies.

neat person.

last night...iota and ari and i drank some beer. ate some food. and then she stayed over. two dogs, two girls. giant bed. i didn't sleep real well, i rarely do when i share that giant boat. it was nice having a sleep over though. with doggie muzzles all around.

this feeling was supposed to seep out of me. sticky red. get caught in cotton. thrown away. in the garbage where it belongs.

but it's remained.

and fluctuated. but remained.

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