i think i'm trying to be 23 again. i am trying to prove that i am loveable. every day. i am trying to prove that people want to be around me , every day. i am trying to prove. that i have worth. validation. i am fighting my feelings of average-self with ..at least ... people think of me first. when they want someone around.
god. i hate when the windows open. and i see. ...me.
