healer

and isn't this awful..

underneath all this do-good hopefulness for you

is a fear

a fear that a 'program' will turn you into someone else

change you

into

someone healthy

someone with ambition

and i will be left behind again

i feel a strange kernel of resentment.

and i hate it and can't quash it.

okay. go ahead and change, but, damn it, don't find god .

(ha ha)

i'd give you boogie in a heartbeat, because he's a healer.

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