alive

crotchety needs something to be passionate about. so he's passionate about the gaping holes. the vacuum. the overwhelmong loneliness. self analysis. the things he can't have. the things he wants. the things he's not doing right.

i'm realizing. self analysis. too much of it. is dangerous.

i've needed something to be passionate about.

it's been music.

it's safer than the holes.

and in fact. can fill those holes.

be passionate for the filler. and soon. you will be full.

or so i will choose to believe, today.

i do not want to give in to gloom.

i want to be told "you are so alive"

and for that to be real.

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