� | click here for flickr! 2001-09-05 grouchy bus people made me grouchy. my walk made me grouchy. sun made me grouchy. BUT! this weekend. my birthday present from my mother. a weekend in a beautiful upscale log cabin and a trip to osmosis (osmosis.com!) for 2 1/2 hours of treatments. this includes a SEVENTYFIVEMINUTEMASSAGE! ha ha! ha ha! yay! i feel like i'm forgetting something really big. something really important. this whole week, i've felt like this. what am i forgetting? what is it i need to be doing? and i have a friend who is so balanced seeming, and his style of friendship is to tease....and sometimes i feel so..messed up! next to this person. but , i remember.... until i was 29...i'd never really been hurt. i was moody, yes. but ... i was pretty much a blase person who didn't expect to ever experience real pain.. i never imagined myself *here*. you know? god DAMN this mix cd i'm putting together is great i can be a busy body. i can like talking about myself or others. but god damn it, in a harmless manner. I'M MOSTLY HARMLESS. grouchy. [ previous� �|� � next ]
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