� | click here for flickr! 2001-08-15 hoping. i was stupid. i googled you for the first time in a few months and there was a zine with some poems by you and ..they aren't even that hurtful so why do i feel like my system has been hit by a high voltage shock why do i feel sick and like my nerve endings are splitting in two? why do i want to throw up. i didn't know. i didn't know how much i just had compressed. and i'm sick of this person i am. and upon reading it. i realized just how many lies i live. and that i was fooling myself into thinking i wasn't still hoping. for us. [ previous� �|� � next ]
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